Monday, April 27, 2009
A Beautiful Mind
Red Pills
Sunday, April 26, 2009
"How much do you know about yourself if you've never been in a fight?"
Requiem For A Dream
The mother Sara is an elderly woman who spends her time watching infomercials on television. After receiving a call that she will be invited to the taping of a live TV show, she becomes over-obsessed with her appearance and insists on fitting in the red dress she wore at her son's high school graduation. She then begins to take weight loss pills throughout the day, and a sedative at night; all are prescription drugs . Although her behavior becomes severely altered, she insists that the chance to be on television has given her a reason to live, as if the 60-odd years of her life haven't meant anything at all. As she waits and waits for her invitation to arrive by mail, she grows impatient and begins popping more pills. Eventually Sara is hospitalized and placed in a mental institution due to the severe damage she has brought upon herself. To end Sara's story, as she rots away in a psycho ward, she has a dream about being on television and winning a prize.
Harry and Tyrone are avid heroin abusers and addicts. Along with Marion, the three enter the drug dealing business to try to reach their dreams; an attempt at their American Dreams. With the constants pressures and complications the group faces, the drug business begins to crumble. Tyrone is imprisoned and Harry must use the drug money to release him. Meanwhile, the supplier has left the NYC are indefinitely, forcing Harry and Tyrone to head south to Florida to try to rebuild. However, Harry's arm has become badly infected because of constant needle insertion, and he and Tyrone visit the hospital. The two are arrested and Tyrone is sent to jail to face hard labor, withdrawal and unrelenting police officers all on his own. Harry wakes in in a prison hospital with his arm amputated. Meanwhile, Marion begins to sell herself for money and cocaine.
I know this is a drawn out summary but I have found that many people have not seen this movie, so I thought a plot summary would be necessary. The existentialist qualities are seen in how the film ends. Each character begins the film feels there is a void in their life, and when the opportunity presents itself, each character seizes it. Sara wishes dearly to be on TV. Harry and Tyrone want to be kingpin drug dealers. Harry is in it for the business propositions, and Tyrone wants to make his mother proud by his being wealthy. Marion wants to open a clothing store. Each character finds the means to their ends in drugs, and in the end, the once connected characters are forever separated and trapped in an everlasting world of despair.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uuzNohk5cYw&feature=fvst
This is the final scene of the movie in which each of the characters accept their fates and all they can do is curl up in the fetal position.
From Nazi to Humanist
Link between choice, responsibility, and power revealed!
Saturday, April 25, 2009
coin flip as matter of life, death
...further analysis to come.
In the meantime: Watch. Ponder. Consider. Reflect. Mull over. Comment (please?).
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IkWoF_ojHoc
Friday, April 24, 2009
The Garden State of Mind
Zach Braff's existential movie Garden State, starring himself as Andrew Largemen is an interesting exposition of existentialism. At the beginning of the movie, Andrew is a walking dead man: he feels nothing. Large is so detached from the world that he cannot even cry at his mother's funeral. He has essentially gone through much of life, with the help of steady medication, completely devoid of emotion. Andrew lets life pass him by and merely watches, not seeing the point of action in a hopeless world, where he can only make himself comfortable as he moves ever closer to the day that he will die. However, a pathological liar named Sam (Natalie Portman) changes his perspective on things.
Sam brings to light the uniqueness of life, and the value of each passing moment attempting to prove that actions are what define a person's life. Her impression upon, and the absence of his previous medication, allows Largeman to feel again, and begin to take action and take charge of his life. He fosters love for Sam, and because of this love drastic changes occur. She, along with a day-long journey to the bottom of a quarry in Newark, NJ, allows Large to see how much better it is to feel and to love. Andrew realizes that living life is worth the pain that ultimately comes with living. He realizes how much he missed love, and how to forgive himself for (roundabout albeit) killing his mother. Andrew is transformed from scum, to man in the course of several days and makes decisions to end his inaction. He existentially chooses to make choices.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
existential angst courtesy of Jim Carrey
This clip, taken from the end of The Truman Show, approaches existentialist themes in a very tangible, very physical way.
We see Truman at the exact moment of his existentialist crisis, as soon as he realizes his freedom is constrained-- quite literally, by a wall. All these years of life, seemingly free but in reality painstakingly calculated, suddenly implode. He's learned after the fact that he's never been quite free at all. And apparently the new knowledge that his potential is painfully finite, that his will is weaker than this wall, is a pretty tough burden to bear. To compare the Truman of the first ten seconds, eyes closed on a sailboat (the epitome of freedom!) with the Truman at the 1:00 mark is to see bliss dissolved by a dreadful realization. His expression at 1:06 might best capture that initial realization: the eyebrows twinge in submission to something way bigger than himself. He can't help but surrender to a sense of the absurd, looking at this endless expanse of wall, ironically painted like open seas. A sad (yet somehow comical) sequence of him pounding away...and then he gives up. Futility sinks in.
Score one for the World.
Man: 0 World: 1
A new brand of anguish, this one more similar to Sartre's brand of "angoisse," takes root when Truman confronts Christof, the show's creator (Truman's God, essentially). This is the anguish of choice, and it is a monumental, life-determining choice that Truman must make: to continue his role on the show, or to escape. To act (his part) or to actually act, for the first time.
His response? "In case I don't see you... good afternoon, good evening, and good night."
He seems to have settled the score.
American Beauty
Monday, April 20, 2009
the beginning
"Garfield Minus Garfield is a site dedicated to removing Garfield from the Garfield comic strips in order to reveal the existential angst of a certain young Mr. Jon Arbuckle. It is a journey deep into the mind of an isolated young everyman as he fights a losing battle against loneliness and depression in a quiet American suburb."
In the absence of his feline companion, all Jon has are his actions-- and these too, for the most part, prove futile. In the absence of a responsive environment, does Jon really exist? Is the mere action of "action" enough to justify his existence, give him identity? Or is his identity tethered to others' perception? (When he points to a ball of yarn--to no reply--has he really done anything at all?)Where is poor Garfield when we need him?
http://garfieldminusgarfield.net/